late night babbling
Tonight, I made Maura a tutu and worked on the hedgehog I'm crocheting. Yes, that's right, I'm crocheting a hedgehog. Why? Well, because it's cute!
"Empire Records" is on tv. Love this movie. Great music in it. You've noticed I have a thing for music, have you? How astute of you.
Ooo...I used a fancy word. Astute. I hope I spelled it right. Twelve years of motherhood has taken me about twenty-four years away from that English degree I worked sort of hard for. They say motherhood makes you smarter. Well, it does. Only in motherhood facts and arts. The rest of your brain oozes out one ear from watching too much Nick Jr. Seriously, I often question what is considered "educational" children's programming. I mean, how many times do we have to watch a guinea pig, a duckling and a little turtle save other baby animals who find themselves stuck in various places. The trio sings a song, put a flying boat together, go from Maine to China in the space of several seconds, save the baby panda, eat some celery, and are back in their little cages within the course of fifteen minutes. There, I've summed up every episode of "Wonder Pets" for you.
So why do I even let this on my television? Because Maura laughs hysterically at them, loves Ming Ming Duckling and if you sing "What's gonna work?", she sings "Teaaaaaaaamwork."
Yes, motherhood has also lowered my "what amuses me" standards. Not that those were very high to begin with.
I do sometimes feel like I'm getting dumber with age. I used to write down quotes from Shakespeare, just because I thought they were good. I found Russian history fascinating. I had posters of Monet hanging off my walls. Okay, in thnking about it, I haven't changed too much. I still like a good quote. I am still fascinated by Russian history. I'm sitting under a Van Gogh knock-off.
Change is inevitable. You won't be the same person you were twelve years ago, children or not. The other day though, I was reminded that the core of who I am hasn't changed too much, when I was picking violets in the yard. I've always loved violets. And music. And kids. And books. And art. Some things don't change I guess.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 11:11:33 PM (Eastern Standard Time, UTC-05:00)
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